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Going back to the ship was delayed for an indefinate amount of time, and it reminded me that I have a problem being still.  According to our contract, our paychecks were not threatened by the delay, however their was no convincing my brain of this fact.  Not to mention the deep dark places that my dreams took me, where, somehow and for some reason, our contract was completely terminated.  Then this morning we received word that all was well and that we would join the ship on the 18th in Sydney.  Now all of the stress and worry of the last week seems like a terrible waste of energy; a terrible waste of energy that my best friend, my mother, and even my ex-boyfriend will tell you I expend EVERY TIME I am not working.

So there are two things to be done, I can learn to quiet my crazy mind, or  you, dear reader, can offer me a job. I am available June 4th! 
I'm gonna give stillness a shot.